mixed feelings

I have alot of mix feelings today. I dont know why.
I have a feeling that i dont love her anymore..
why on earth could i have thought of this? i hear voices asking me to stop luving her..
WHY??
please help me God..
She kissed me today but i seems to hav no feelings. WHY??
i hope i can pass this test..
It all came so sudden..
Im still in a state of shock..

kiss on the cheek

today i got the first kiss from michelle,
it was on my cheek.
GOD..
my first one..
15 march 2007

Today is Tuesday.

I've accounts test 2moro.
2day i went to yayank's hostel. After teaching her acc, i went to her bedroom. We lied together.
I asked her im curious bout something n she seems unhappy. Then i asked whether i could kiss her mouth, she said the time isnt right yet. She refuse to give up her first kiss to me.
Haiz..
cz im not good enuf..
she still say tat she doenst SO SO like me yet..
my god.
i ve to work hard..

awesome!

It was 8am when i woke up. After cleaning myself i went straight to school n return the book in the library. Then, we headed to damansara to see dentist. After the appointment, we ate at the same orange restaurant beside school. Then we decided to go to one utama. But unfortunately we went to the wrong road n headed to KL. After asking in Re*******ance hotel, we got the right direction n went to OU. We watch "Pursuit of Happiness". Then we went to buy some clothes n lia's present. After that, MPH!! We read many books, especially "100 photos that change the world" ... and then... *i did something*..hehehe..gab knows wat.. then we came back n drop her at the steamboat restoran.

quarel

this is the first time we quarrell since jadian